Delusional Hell :: System Crash

DISJOINTED MUSINGS

9.03.2007

[20:36] blackfoxofdeath: .......Almost all of my video tapes and comic books have been ruined due to some goddamned leak that soaked the carpet in my closet. I just lost most of my childhood. I'm going to kill someone.
[20:37] ahro54347: OMFG
[20:37] ahro54347: Don't drive anywhere! I'm bad when I'm angry and I end up driving it off which isn't a smart idea.
[20:38] blackfoxofdeath: Can't even if I wanted to. Damn near empty gas tank.
[20:38] blackfoxofdeath: I'm just crying and typing so I won't punch walls.
[20:38] ahro54347: :leaphugs:
[20:38] ahro54347: It'l be okay~ They'll dry and be alright
[20:39] blackfoxofdeath: No, they are mildewed and sticking together and deteriorated. I rarely go into that closet. It looks like this has been going on for months.
[20:39] blackfoxofdeath: They're completely ruined.
[20:39] ahro54347: ugh. >o<
[20:39] ahro54347: Was it a lot?
[20:39] blackfoxofdeath: Over $600 worth of stuff.
[20:40] ahro54347: :faint:
[20:40] blackfoxofdeath: All of which I paid for out of my own pocket since I started collecting in 1990
[20:40] ahro54347: What the hell was leaking?
[20:40] blackfoxofdeath: We don't know.
[20:42] blackfoxofdeath: I'm very much NOT happy right now.

Normally, I wouldn't blog about this so soon after it happened, but I'm not being allowed to survey the damage right now. I'm not a materialistic person. I never have been. But that was my childhood in those boxes. Over 100 Sonic the Hedgehog comics, Knuckles the Echidna, Disney's Gargoyles, Batman, X-Men, Elfquest, my individual Ranma manga (over 100 of them as well), my Gundam, 3x3 EYES...the list goes on to include almost every VHS tape I've ever bought. I really could kill someone right now. Who knows what else has been soaked and mildewed because of this goddamned apartment's lousy fucking plumbing.

I'm going to try and draw...or write...SOMETHING. I need to get my mind off it. First my job decides to kill me, and now this. If I was a drinker, I'd get wasted right now. I'm really really really pissed off.

Tomorrow, I am raising hell.

I really need a giant robot.

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