Delusional Hell :: System Crash

DISJOINTED MUSINGS

11.20.2006

The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
I have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realise
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it will be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

Oh, this night is too long.
I have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist I see the face
Of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

Just thought I'd post those lyrics. The song is so pretty [see Current Noize].

0 voices in my head

Delivered at 2:02 PM;

11.18.2006

After having the game almost two years, maybe longer, I finally managed to get the A ending of Shadow of Destiny. Needless to say, my method of REACHING said goal was a bit underhanded; I read somewhere than if you start from either chapters five or seven, you can easily get all the different endings without having to play the whole game all seven times.

I feel so dirty.

For the first time in my cheat-code using, walkthrough-loving gamer years, I feel dirty for having used such a cheap method of getting the best ending in one of my favorite games. *sad face* But since I've already DONE it, I'm going to KEEP doing it to get ALL possible endings...I wanna play the EX mode.

I'm such a horrible person D:

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Delivered at 6:08 PM;

11.10.2006

My mother has made me incredibly happy :D

See, I was just going to try and borrow my granma's sewing machine long enough to finish the costumes and then return it (sort of as an excuse to visit with family since the drive is so long >_>). Mom wasn't able to get it to me, though. Her work schedule is a bit wonky; she works from like, nine PM to sometimes six or seven AM, and she needs to sleep during the day. Well, she didn't get her nap and it wouldn't have been wise for her to drive all the way from Nacogdoches to Houston by herself.

But that was okay :D

She said she'd been planning to get me a sewing machine of my own for Christmas and would just send it along early. Nothing fancy, of course, but I don't need fancy! I just need something hat works :D

Eeeee!! Thank you, Momma!!

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Delivered at 1:22 PM;

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Name: Sarabeth Collins
Age: 23
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