Delusional Hell :: System Crash

DISJOINTED MUSINGS

7.22.2006

After drawing a picture of a one-shot lizard-humaniod character named Mona Lisa from TMNT (the 1987 cartoon series), this little bit of dialogue sprung up:

Me: Honey, if I were mutated into a lizard-girl would you still date me?
Tony: Umm...I dunno...Would you have a tail?
Me: *nod* Yeah.
Tony: *pause for a split second* Well, then yeah.

......>_>

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Delivered at 2:09 AM;

7.18.2006

Now Playing: 'Crucify' -- Tori Amos

Indecision seems to be a constant in my life, along with a few other choice things I don't wish to bring up in a public forum just yet. *sigh* It's the story of my life.

Anyway, let me explain. This time, it's only a minor bout of indecision (thank jeebus). I started out wanting to redo my website in green to try and get away from the stereotypical combination of red and black that I am so insanely fond of. But now, after thinking about it for only a few minutes and after having worked on and off on the new layout for well over a week...I am at a bit of an impasse...

Now I think I'd be better off with purple as the basis of my new layout pallette, laced with either dark grey or black. Now, while the template itself can remain the same, this means choosing a shade of purple I want and making a new image set and background image. Oh joy, oh rapture. Add to the equation that we're going to be moving soon, looking for jobs, AND I may be looking into getting back into college...Let's just say that won't leave much room for leisure time, especially since I'm going to be living in someone else's family's house and living by their rules and schedualing for a while. Add to THAT the fact I'm working on Tony's comic and trying to re-establish my own Xen0ph0bia comic...

I have a full plate.

Usually, I love feeling a little weighted by projects and the like, but a lot of this is being dictated by someone else (or has the potential to be dictated by SEVERAL someone elses) and it's playing havoc with my nerves. I guess a lot of the stuff that's been happening and will happen in the near future has just got me seriously frazzled and a bit bummed out. BUT, there isn't much I can do that doesn't involve moving back in with my family or being shunted out on my ass (which I sincerely doubt will ever happen without due cause). I feel a little smothered, like I'm drowning. I'm not used to this sort of crap.

le sigh

Maybe I should just try to focus on the site layout and image sets for a little bit. Maybe purple, green, and black would be a good combination? Hehehe...I could call the layout "Donatello" XD

While Mikey loves bein' a turtle, I love bein' a geek.

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Delivered at 5:04 PM;

7.16.2006

Now Playing: "Shinobi vs. Dragon Ninja" by Lost Prophets

Hola to all you freaks out there.

I probably won't be updating my blog for a while. I'm going to be in the middle of a move for the next ten days, plus I'm working on and off on a comic book project with Tony for a while as well as possible commissions that are just going to take up a chunk of my life. I'm also trying out new things with the Xen0ph0bia story, so maybe I'll be able to post a few character sketches of their new looks for all to see! I'm sure at least a FEW people miss the Xen0 boys, especially Luke and Dorian <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.bloodandsteel.net/uploaded_images/donny1-749752.jpg">

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Delivered at 4:26 PM;

7.03.2006

My Inner Hero - Wizard!
I'm a Wizard!

There are many types of magic, but all require a sharp mind and a cool head. There is no puzzle I can't solve, no problem I can't think my way out of. When you feel confused or uncertain, you can always rely on me to untangle the knots and put everything back in order for you.

How about you? Click here to find your own inner hero.

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I love the Quest for Glory series. I don't think I've ever played more enjoyable games in my life. I mean, flashy graphics and a lot of ass-kicking are awesome, but the stories and characters in the QfG series are just more memorable. Lori and Corey Cole are brilliant writers in my opnion. Their games are filled with bizarre creatures and characters, interesting quests, and a plethora of hilarious jokes that take a keen eye to spot (well, most of them, anyway XD). The graphics in the VGA versions are amazing for their time (very early nineties) and the stories are very fun and well-written.

Needless to say, the QfG series was a large part of my childhood. Lori and Corey Cole, whatever you are doing now, you had a great influence on my life.

Much love.

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Delivered at 5:34 PM;

ABOUT ME

Name: Sarabeth Collins
Age: 23
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